the story of diva. read. and why i'm down.
Current mood: distressed

cher.
is.
"statue-esque" (i was watching "To wong foo" today)

she's more than that.
while visiting rupaul's blog, there was a link to www.cherworld.com
i love cher.
loved her for such a long time.
i've always applauded cher for random things, but seeing her doing so damn well and whatever the hell she wants is really inpsiring.
not to mention she looks damn good. one can only hope to look that amazing at the age of 60.
i know for a fact that i do.

someone tell me she doesn't look amazing.
i might have to call you blind, deaf, and dumb.

cher at chanel hautte couture show

something else i've found out about myself when i'm down.
barbra streisand and the funny girl album.
i might be going deaf from listening to "people" and "don't rain on my parade" 95 0000 times.
not to mention i've been cleaning like a housewife on speed.
another thing i do when i'm feeling down/depressed/pissed off/etc. etc.
don't ask why.

well i guess you can but you're probably not going to get an answer.

p.s i had a show on friday. it went really well.

DOUBLE BOOKING JULY 21 AND 22. (next week.)

I'D BETTER SEE SOME GAYS WITH THEIR BILLS!!

love.

lord jesus?

why is it that i haven't blogged since pride?

i just don't know anymore!

and why lord, why is it that even though my boss is back from television land in NYC with miss heidi klum herself, am i still not working and extremely poor.
so if tatiana or jakkay or mya or dia is reading this, book carmen deveraux's poor ass for the support the poor drag queen foundation.
lol

and i started summerschool... which is constantly raping me inside and out.

and i'm in the dating pool. but this time with a swimming partner.
..... did that make sense?

i'm dating someone.
and he = amazing.

so besides me being poor, being raped by summerschool, dating someone so fucking amazing that God is saying, "you go girl!", missing negin a whole damn lot because she's in fucking spain, and waiting for fucking project runway to come on, there's really nothing more to my life.

and p.s what the fuck is the spot club?
and why was i not performing?
and is it better or worse than the wreckroom?
and why is there not a glass of absolute vodka in one hand and my man on the other?
i just don't know anymore!!

COME OUT TONIGHT (june 23rd) FOR PRIDE AT THE WRECKROOM!

Carmen Deveraux performing!

shows are at 11:30 and 1:30

Show your love and come out if you're proud!

It's going to be one hell of a show!!

in a few hours i'm leaving for arkansas.

ie. the most welcoming place for homosexuals.

and by that i mean i'll be wearing a cowboy hat, boots, and a flannel shirt, and possibly alot of scruff.

and by that i mean i'll be staying indoors because i hate the heat.

and by that i mean i just went tanning and loved it.

because i'm now a golden goddess.

UPCOMING SHOWS.

- JUNE 16TH (FRIDAY)

- JUNE 23RD (FRIDAY) PRIDE BITCHES!!!

COME OUT COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE.

Carmen is planning something exquisite. and glitzy.

i better see a full house. 

um. don't care.
i'm not getting a job.

i enjoy doing nothing all day.
ie.
reading.
watching golden girls
myspacing.
styling wigs.
waking up at 11... or 12.


yeah.

SO.
today i was so bored that i practiced drag make up.
AND.
styled a wig.
yes.

i now have big queen hair.

lol.

i'm going to need more bookings before i go back to work.
why?
i'm extremely poor and my parents are depriving me of money.
"go get a job."
"NO. i'm going to watch golden girls instead!"

if someone could pay me to watch golden girls ..
or not bathe.

then that would be amazing.

damn i need my boss to get back so i can have a job.

hrm.

gah.
i'm so bored.
and i smell.
i know.

SO.
i watched nanny mcphee last night.
and prime.

i loved both.

AND. i always forget how much i read during the summer.

anyway.
i smell

OH.

the cher show as amazing.

ie. it was last weekend.

pictures and video on my myspace.

www.myspace.com/carmenblowsmymind